Why do i do this?
I am killing myself slowly,
bit by bit,
and no one notices.
I deprive myself of sleep,
I procrastinate til it's unhealthy.
I do not let myself show emotion.
I will either burst because of my trapped feelings,
or shrivel away from lack of sleep.
My strange illness is also from love.
Love is wasting me away,
both inside and out.
I love so many, but i hate many as well.
Most htink that only hate destroys,
but love is so much the same.
Both are passionate,
both can destroy.
They are both holed up inside of me.
I am dying,
I am dying and no one cares.
I just wish you could see
How much you mean to me
I love you, want you, need you
I love you with everything i got
I want you so much
I need you in my life
I just wish you could see
How much you mean to me
I think we would be better off together
I dont know why you dont listen to me
I never knew how true this love was until now
I dont want to live my life without you
I just cant
I love
I want
and
I need
you
I thought i would get over you
Its been a year now
No matter what i do
I cant forget about you
Dont change
Promise me you wont change
I love you to much
Just the way you are
Theres no space for anyone else i
Current Residence: London, England Favourite genre of music: i have many Operating System: Windows XP MP3 player of choice: philips HDD060/05 Favourite cartoon character: dee dee- Dextors lab Personal Quote: If u cany handle me at my worst, then u dont deserve me at my best
Im so happy, my form tutor is having a baby, and my great friend jordan's ~ma1evolence (https://www.deviantart.com/ma1evolence) brother has been born for a few weeks now.
Now i have an excuse to go into mothercare, and marks and spencers to go and have a look at the baby clothes. HEHE
Ughh today was so boring, i found out that i have moved up in both maths and science which was so COOOOOL. Im not a prefect coz im not perfect enough lol, o wel but im doing something for the form i think that im form leader or something so thats good...i think. Neways Nuff love Amz
hey guys i have been in london since monday and it has been so boring compared to bognor. Me and my friend ~ma1evolence (https://www.deviantart.com/ma1evolence) had a great time, we met quite a few people there too. I have this cousin who knows everyone down there, so im kinda glad that i have her as a cousin coz they all know what she is like, and so whenever i met a new friend she would be like "dnt mess with my cousin, or ill have to sort you out!" lol.
it was so fun, i miss it so much :cries:
Nuff love Amz
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